Wednesday, January 21, 2009


I was reminded yesterday that I haven't blogged in a long time. I know I know, sorry about that. I think though that it's because I'm in a funk. I've had some things going on that I've let get to me and it's led to my funk. I won't go into details but I'm pretty sure you all know the big one. The other is that my pain has been acting up on me again. It's always there, just some days are worse than others. Seems like here for the past few weeks it's been more worse than it has better. So I started physical therapy to see if that will do anything for me. So far it's caused LOADS of pain. But I'm truckin' through it.

I'm also very worried that I won't be able to continue going to school. My financial aid got suspended the week before classes started because apparently it's taken me too long to get my degree. I can't afford school without the financial aid so if I don't get my appeal approved, I'm going to have to drop out. I would hate to think that an institution designed to better people would want someone to drop out due to financial restraints. If so then that's a sad testament to this state.

I'm on the upside of my funk and that's why I've decided to write. I read other blogs and realize my problems aren't so bad. I know that things could be so much worse for me right now, but for a small moment, I was in a funk. I'm very thankful for the life and friends I have. Thank you all for being there for me to listen to my ramblings of my small issues even when you've had bigger issues of your own. I love you all. :)


Leigh said...

I love you!! We all go through things from time to time. It is completely understandable. You know you always have me to talk to and THANK YOU for always listening to me. You are a great friend. I am sending you hugs and kisses!!!

Anne and Leigh said...

Hey girl! I just wanted to pop in and tell you I am thinking about you. We all go through funks! Thanks for always being there through mine, I am here if you need me. Love you bunches.


The Pinwheel Princess said...

We're all here - always, no matter what troubles lie around us.
After all, that's what we do - right?
For better or for worse isn't restricted to husbands and wives.
Chin up!
We'll get through this. . .all of us . . . together!

beinmyOWNself said...

aw, i lurve you nikkizzle...hope it's gotten better